I've never been so confused in my entire life.

I never thought I'd fall for so many people.

FIVE.

I'm sick aren't I?
This can't be love can it?
Why me?
Why me?
Why Now?
Oh God tell me why.
My Life reads like a story and I dont want to be the main character anymore.
Which came first?
The Confusion?
or
The Hurt?

I'm sick of being confused.

I like them all..
I love them all?

stop it,
Stop it,
STOP it,
STOP IT,
STOP IT,
STOP IT.

Stop the smiles,
Stop the winks,
Stop the gazes,
Stop being georgeous,
Stop leading me on,
Stop teasing me.

All of you.

I never wanted this.
I'm innocent,
I'm a teenage girl.
& I can assure you.
This is NOT infactuation.
Its much more.

I must be high on something.
I must be mad.
Send me to an Asylum.
I'm being ripped up by boys who don't know how I'm feeling.
And they're just waiting for me to take that step.
And I can't...
I CANT.
I dont know who I want.
I dont.
I dont.
I dont.
So stop confusing me.
I'm feeling the effects of the drugs.

But Its not a side effect of the coccaine I am thinking its Love.

I am Insane.