Sunday, August 19, 2007
Life
12:40 AM

Have you ever depended on something so much it could make you shake when its not there?

Music.

Its my life.

Its something I cannot explain.

If I don't listen to it after awhile, I start shaking.

If I dont Sing after a while I feel depressed.

You guy's probably don't believe me.

No one believes me.

You guys wont EVER understand.

You probably think this is just another thing I decided to write.

Fiction?

No.

It really isn't.

I have a feeling I'm driving myself insane. Music is my life And I'm scared shitless of life itself because I know after school once I'm on my own. I'm really on my own. I'll be out of this safe little life I'm living right now and I'll have to make it on my own and...I'm afraid I'll never live up to anything guys I...I dont know what to do anymore... I want to be something let me be SOMETHING not just someone who'll be forgotten over time. I want to be remembered for me. I want people to see me.

I'm scared.

Really scared.

I cant tell anything about myself right now.

I'm a wreck.

xoxo

Chels


written, Thats All She Wrote

Saturday, August 11, 2007
SING...
7:03 PM

1. Is sex best morning, afternoon, ornight? UH... WHENEVER HAHAHA i dunno
2. What side of the bed do you sleepon?like the right side beyotch ;P
3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken?UH UH UH LAMMMBBBB???
4. Have you ever had to pull over onthe side of the road to puke?uhuhuh No comment ;P
5. What leg do you put in pants firstwhen pulling them up?AHAHHA BOTH??? HAHAHAH.
6. Candles or Incense?CAN-CAN CANDLES they dance for me ;P
7. Do you dance when no one iswatching?UHUHUH LIKE DURRRRRR
8. Did you play doctor when you werelittle?I play pirates hehehe XD
9. Have you ever taken your clothes offfor money?like NOOO.
10. Stove top cooking or microwave?MACARONI!
11. Would you rather your car or yourhouse be dirty?like neiiiittttthhhhhhhh-er
12. Shower or bath?BOTH + GERARD WAY+ GABE SAPORTA + WILLIAM BECKETT+ uh....anyone else i like hehehe
13. Do you pee in the shower?EWWWWW.
14. Cats or dogs?DOGGYYYYY
15. Mexican or ChineseIM NOT RACIST D;
16. Do you want someone aggressive orpassive in bed?HEHEHEHE BOTH that way i can have both WAY brothers ;D
17. Do you love someone on yourfeatured friends?I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.
18. Corn Dogs or Hot Dogs?Hot dogs are hot while corn dogs are corny...very hard to say, but you can do more with hot dogs so hot dogs xD
19. Your favorite restaurant?My GRANDMOTHER/ MITHER'S KITCHEN'S ;D
((I SPELT M'I'THER ON PURPOSE!))
20. What did you have for lunch today?jap food HOTATE MISMAYO is the sexx
21. Which do you prefer, iceberg orromaine lettuce?ERRR I LIKE VEGGIESSS
22. When did you last fall down?2 seconds ago when i tripped over my laptop wire heheheh.
23. Love or Money?RAHHH.
24. Credit Cards or cash?CAAAASSSSSHHH BEYOTCH!
26. Oreos or Vanilla Wafers? Oreos SON.
27. How do you like your steak?Medium, or medium well.
28. How do you like your eggs? Scrambled like my brain.
29. Have you ever knocked someone offtheir feet in a fight?YES TAEKWONDO AND SPARRING HAHAHAHAH.
30. Would you rather go camping or to a5 star hotel?ERRR HOTELLLL?!
31. Would you rather have a root canalor minor surgery?Surgery.
32. Would you shave your entire body(including your head)?NEVA YOU SADISTIC PIG.
33. Would you rather have head lice oran STD?IDIOT who wants STD'S or head lice???? fine head lice.
34. What is your favorite candy? Fruity other wise Grape-flavoured...
OH STRAWBERYY FLAVOURED PEZZZZ
35. Ever been to a strip club?Mango's in Miami i an exootic dancer's club, the ladies are very nice and really aren't slutty. XP
36. Ever been to a bar?LIKE DURRRR.
37. Ever been kicked out of a bar or aclub?Yeah ...sorta ...kinda.
38. Ever been so drunk you had to becarried out of somewhere?NO but someone picked me up while we were both tipsy hehehehe.
39. Kissed someone of the same sex?ERR yeah on tha cheek but you know when you mom has guests its sorta alright a quick peck right hahah.
40. Thrown up from drinking too much?NUUU im Irish i can drink more than YOU.
41. Had sex in the car?NO NO NO.
42. Had sex at the beach?Starts with V and ends with IRGIN.
43. Had sex in a movie theater?Read above -_-lll
44. Had sex in a bathroom?^^^^
45. Had sex at work?^^^^^^.
46. Have you ever been in an "adult"store?HAHAHA YEAHHHH it was weird O-O.
47. Bought something from an adultstore?nO No nO No.
48. Have you spent over $200.00 in onereceipt?Never my money.
49. Is there anyone on your featuredfriends list you would ever considerhaving sex with?Haha yes he's a Jackass though i only would like him in the physical sense hehehe.
50. Have you been caught having sex?Virgin duh.
51. Have you ever kissed a stranger?Hugged and kissed CHEEKS
THIS QUIZ IS SO GHEY ITS AWESOME!!!


HEHEHE SORRY I'LL POST ABOUT SINGFEST NEXT TIME


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