Friday, February 23, 2007
huh...
2:49 PM

This has been said so many times that
I'm not sure if it matters
We never stood a chance

And I'm not sure if it matters
If you are the shores,

I am the waves begging for big moons
I'm mailing letters to addresses in a ghost town
No oh~
Your secrets out...

Hey Guys (no im not SEXIST!) [[LONG POST]]
I'm rather bored and in the com lab[23rd feb] when i SHOULD go home!
eh....cant be bothered :P
Dammit I feel like I'm getting old...but you know what? I'm scared...
Yes I know it sounds gayyy but I'm truly afraid yet excited about my future.
Does that make you want to turst me?
Does that make you want to love me?
Does that make you Want to tell me everything~?
Hah...
Naive young one
I'll just leave you hanging high and dry!


I know this hurts,
it was meant to
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over (you don't) matter

This Is a warning to all who befriend me...
I never meant to hurt anyone...
Yet I have...
(DWI THIS IS A DRAMA POST DONT READ IF YOU DONT WANT TO)
So... Maybe I am a Bitch...
But you dont matter to me...
Not unless we're close...
But you dont matter...
To anyone you dont know...
You are insignificant to others who dont know you...
Nice perspective isn't it?
So no I dont give a shit about you unless we're close....
Sorry to burst your bubble darling >_O

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
But it must be said again that all us *girls are just screaming
Into microphones for attention
Because we're just so bored
I never knew that you would pick it apart,
ohI'm falling apart to songs about hips and hearts


"Jeez she's such a bitch..."
"Whats her problem?"
"OMG She really said that?!"
"WHAT A SLUT!"
Hmm....
Sound familiar my dear readers?
Don't lie.
You must have said these lines at least once...
Or heard them a thousand times by airheads who dont know a damn thing...
Naive little twits who think life will be handed to them on a freakin' silver platter...
But I must apologise to those airheads...
Your gonna get old.
You probably will lose your shine.
You probably wont amount to anything if you dont pay ATTENTION.
Beauty is over rated...Its dust in the wind...

Yawn...
Your Boing me here...
All im hearing is "me me me" when i want to hear this "..."
Get my point?
Good.
Knew you would.
Please...
Know that i dont need attention.
Thats not why I'm in a band or sing...
Sure I want to be heard.
For my lyrics.
So stop picking at it...
Jeez.
Go fall apart to songs about hips and hearts....

I used to obsess over living,
Now I only obsess over you
Tell me you'd like *girls like me better
In the dark lying on top of you
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters


Huh...
Living...
We all do it...
Why obsess over it any longer...
I mean I want to obsess over my hero's...
Not anyone else.
So I'll obsess over rock bands
That keep me sane....enough.

Boys really shouldnt lie.
They really shouldnt when they know what they want.
When they want a badass chick or someone who doesent give a shit.
They come to Dwi or Me or The girls in 2/8
So boys~
Dont lie.
You'd prefer us better and you know it.

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters

Dont lie

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters

Dont freakin lie!

I know this hurts,
it was meant to
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over (you don't dont dont) matter

Haha...
Nice one...
A secret no one was dupposed to know...
Like i really care that u stole a sweet?
Jeez.
I dont care.
Some secrets are best left unknown.
So like i said you dont matter.

Not one bit.


From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said "Why put a new address on the same old lonliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address on the same old lonliness?
and this is you
and me and me and you
until we've got nothing left

Damn why are we still ruled by what everyone elese thinks?
I mean if it weren't for the music i'm listening to I'd still be the same
"I'll do anything to be your friend just like me"
Girl that was afraid to be something different
Know I dare
So watch out world
I'm comin! LMFAO...

Being lonely doesen't suck ya'know

So I'm just waiting for this cancer to eat me up
Slowly but surely it'll come...
And I dont want It to stop
Not now not ever.

*This lyric has been changed from "Boys" to Girls



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