Friday, November 24, 2006
Damn it why?`
1:12 PM

(Well I think I'm gonna burn in hell)
(Everbody burn the house right down)
(And say what I wanna say!)
(Tell Me I'm an angel, TAKE this to my Grave!)
(Tell me I'm a bad man! Kick me like a stray!)
(Tell Me I'm an angel, TAKE this to my Grave!)

Hey Guys, this is Chelsey the obsessed MCR fan... I managed to draw, in detial, the skeleton on the cover and 2 of the skeletons on the album art of the MCR album!!! I'm so happy, my mom loves it! I drew the one with the drum and the one which is leading the parade and pulling the creepy patient guy along, but i decided to just draw the skeleton and not the patient :P

(And If your life wont wait then your heart cant take this!)
(...And wouldn't it be Great If we were all DEAD!?)
(...Oh, motherfucker if Life ain't a joke then WHY are we laughing?)
(THEN WHY AM I DEAD?)

Have I ever told you guys how fascinated I am with death? Not in a sucidal way but a truly intrigued by its possibilities kinda way. I mean have you ever questioned if there really is a heaven? Or do we all go to Hell?

(I've been a BAD MOTHER FUCKER tell your sister i'm another!)

I mean honsetly before we die do we have like a small chance at redemption? So that if we redeem ourselves we are allowed to live again? Like when we die we see that white light apparently and we have a choice of whether to walk into it or not? Like death is a temptation, it tempts you to walk into, to allow it to engulf you? But if we walk away and back into the dark we are allowed to come back to this life?

(By street Light, This Dark night a seance down below)
(There's thing's that I have done, You never, should ever know!)

And if we do go to Hell, will it be as bad as we think it is? Will it really be filled with the flames of evil? Or is this just thought up by one very creative and contriversal author? That one author who managed to trick us into beleiving that there is a hell, what if hell IS Heaven and Heaven IS Hell? Ever think that way? It's an interesting concept isn't it?

(To unexplain the unforgiveable)
(drain all the Blood and GIVE THE KIDS A SHOW!)

What IF we we're all going to Heaven believing that being saints and wasting our lives away in fear of not being able to reach heaven and realise that Heaven was Always and Always will be HELL? And those who may have sinned once or twice but carried on living they're lives unafraid of what was to come end up in Hell but soon realise it is Heaven? That the minor sinners who never really believed in Hell or Heaven end up in paradise because they didn't live in fear?

(MAMA we all go to hell[x2])
(I'm writing this letter and wishing you well)
(MAMA WE ALL GO TO HELL!)
(MAMA we're all gonna die[x2])
(Stop asking me questions I'd hate to see you cry)
(MAMA WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!)

(I see you lying next to me)
(With words I thought I'd never speak)
(Awake and unafraid)
(Asleep OR DEAD!)

Now I hope you have found my corrupted thoughts interesting :P But I must leave you, Although it sadens me to do so, But i must my wonderful readers...Remember, don't be afraid. Stay awake and always UNAFRAID!

(Now I know)
(That I cant make You stay)
(But where's you're heart, but where's your heart?)
(BUT WHERES YOUR-)
(And I know theres nothing I can do)
(To Change that part, To change that part.)
(TO CHANGE!)

(I am NOT AFRAID to keep on LIVING)
(I am NOT AFRAID to walk THIS world ALONE)
(Honey if you STAY you'll be FORGIVEN)
(NOTHING you can say will STOP ME going HOME!)

I am NOT AFRAID of DEATH for I have FACED it eye to eye,
Chelsey


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