Thursday, January 24, 2008
To Every Fan.
9:01 PM

"Here's to the kids who were never okay,
who brought their bullets in return for your love.
To the kids who live life on the murder scene,
seeking revenge on those who wronged them.
To the kids who lost their fear of falling,
who refuse to drink to show their support for Gerard's decision.
Here's to the kids who sign their name
xoxo,
fuck sincerely.

The kids who love demolition style,
who would end their days in a hail of bullets for thy lover.
Here's to the kids who will spend their nights dreaming of what life would be like if they were G. F. R. B. or M. instead of partying with others.
Here's to the kids who play with action figures instead of doing homework.
Here's to the kids who mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses,
here's to the kids who put bars and X's over their eyes to be just like their heroes.
Here's to the kids who scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with them.
Here's to the kids who believe they're vampires,
just like the MCR boys.
Here's to the kids who were welcomed to the black parade.
Here's to the kids who are not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.
To the kids who could've been a better son.
Here's to the kids who raise their glasses high for tomorrow we die,
and we all go to hell.
Here's to the kids who put sister to sleep,
who set ferris wheels ablaze.
To the kids who take pills that counteract the booze they drink.
Here's to the kids with poison and pills.
To the kids who Fire At Will.
Here's to the kids who loved pansy,
and all its glory.
To the kids who cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW.
To the kids who cracked the 'Back In Black' 07 joke.
Here's to every soldier, vampire, and Parader, to every Fan."


This is for every MCR fan out there.
No I didn't write this but I fully believe in every word of it.

http://www.buzznet.com/tags/mychemicalromance/forum/topics/171381/stay-the-new-song-full-length/


xoxo
Chels.


written, Thats All She Wrote

Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Gerard & I, our special moment.
2:33 AM

You wont understand unless I tell you the dream part first.



So In these reoccuring dreams that I've had since late last year I go through a crowd and Find Gee and he'll say "I'm waiting for you." or "I'm still waiting..." then the night before I found out I won I had a dream wich is exactly the same except he sighs in the dream and says "I give up, I'm coming to you."And before that I had a dream when i was on a plane and he said "You're here! Finally! I cant WAIT to see you!" and I wake up check the mp thing and it says we're right over New Jersey.



Back to the meet and greet.



So I step Up to Gee right, He takes my hand and shakes it really gently
Him"Hey..."

Me: "Hi *blush*

Him: *stil holding my hand, has a confused expression wash over his face as he looks at me.* Have we met?

Me: Um, no this is my first MCR concert.

Him: Are you sure? You look really fammiliar...

Me: *lets out a breath as he lets go of my hand finally and HE blushes* Um nope, this is my first time meeting you *smile*

Him: Oh...Maybe it was a dream...Not that I dream about you or anything *blush*... Anyway, whats your name.

Me: Uhm, Chelsey,

Him: Chelsey? *signs my book* I'll see you in the audience right?*looks right into my eyes and I look right back at him and he smirks*

Me: Of course *bright as a tomato*

Him: Cool *smile*

Security:We need to move along now.

Me: Oh before I for get this is for you* gives him a letter.*

Him :I'll read it later *smile*

Me: Okay, thanks, Bye *wave*

Him: *Waves back at me and laughs a little, turns to next person.*

Then I walked right Into my friend and Started crying.
I still dont know why.But luckily none of them saw me.

xoxo
Chels.


written, Thats All She Wrote

Wednesday, November 21, 2007
But its not a side effect of the coccaine I am thinking its Love.
1:54 AM

I've never been so confused in my entire life.

I never thought I'd fall for so many people.

FIVE.

I'm sick aren't I?
This can't be love can it?
Why me?
Why me?
Why Now?
Oh God tell me why.
My Life reads like a story and I dont want to be the main character anymore.
Which came first?
The Confusion?
or
The Hurt?

I'm sick of being confused.

I like them all..
I love them all?

stop it,
Stop it,
STOP it,
STOP IT,
STOP IT,
STOP IT.

Stop the smiles,
Stop the winks,
Stop the gazes,
Stop being georgeous,
Stop leading me on,
Stop teasing me.

All of you.

I never wanted this.
I'm innocent,
I'm a teenage girl.
& I can assure you.
This is
NOT infactuation.
Its much more.

I must be high on something.
I must be mad.
Send me to an Asylum.
I'm being ripped up by boys who don't know how I'm feeling.
And they're just waiting for me to take that step.
And I can't...
I CANT.
I dont know who I want.
I dont.
I dont.
I dont.
So stop confusing me.
I'm feeling the effects of the drugs.

But Its not a side effect of the coccaine I am thinking its Love.

I am Insane.
Insane to love them.

Its not a fucking Fairytale anymore honey.

xoxo
Chels.


written, Thats All She Wrote

Sunday, August 19, 2007
Life
12:40 AM

Have you ever depended on something so much it could make you shake when its not there?

Music.

Its my life.

Its something I cannot explain.

If I don't listen to it after awhile, I start shaking.

If I dont Sing after a while I feel depressed.

You guy's probably don't believe me.

No one believes me.

You guys wont EVER understand.

You probably think this is just another thing I decided to write.

Fiction?

No.

It really isn't.

I have a feeling I'm driving myself insane. Music is my life And I'm scared shitless of life itself because I know after school once I'm on my own. I'm really on my own. I'll be out of this safe little life I'm living right now and I'll have to make it on my own and...I'm afraid I'll never live up to anything guys I...I dont know what to do anymore... I want to be something let me be SOMETHING not just someone who'll be forgotten over time. I want to be remembered for me. I want people to see me.

I'm scared.

Really scared.

I cant tell anything about myself right now.

I'm a wreck.

xoxo

Chels


written, Thats All She Wrote

Saturday, August 11, 2007
SING...
7:03 PM

1. Is sex best morning, afternoon, ornight? UH... WHENEVER HAHAHA i dunno
2. What side of the bed do you sleepon?like the right side beyotch ;P
3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken?UH UH UH LAMMMBBBB???
4. Have you ever had to pull over onthe side of the road to puke?uhuhuh No comment ;P
5. What leg do you put in pants firstwhen pulling them up?AHAHHA BOTH??? HAHAHAH.
6. Candles or Incense?CAN-CAN CANDLES they dance for me ;P
7. Do you dance when no one iswatching?UHUHUH LIKE DURRRRRR
8. Did you play doctor when you werelittle?I play pirates hehehe XD
9. Have you ever taken your clothes offfor money?like NOOO.
10. Stove top cooking or microwave?MACARONI!
11. Would you rather your car or yourhouse be dirty?like neiiiittttthhhhhhhh-er
12. Shower or bath?BOTH + GERARD WAY+ GABE SAPORTA + WILLIAM BECKETT+ uh....anyone else i like hehehe
13. Do you pee in the shower?EWWWWW.
14. Cats or dogs?DOGGYYYYY
15. Mexican or ChineseIM NOT RACIST D;
16. Do you want someone aggressive orpassive in bed?HEHEHEHE BOTH that way i can have both WAY brothers ;D
17. Do you love someone on yourfeatured friends?I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.
18. Corn Dogs or Hot Dogs?Hot dogs are hot while corn dogs are corny...very hard to say, but you can do more with hot dogs so hot dogs xD
19. Your favorite restaurant?My GRANDMOTHER/ MITHER'S KITCHEN'S ;D
((I SPELT M'I'THER ON PURPOSE!))
20. What did you have for lunch today?jap food HOTATE MISMAYO is the sexx
21. Which do you prefer, iceberg orromaine lettuce?ERRR I LIKE VEGGIESSS
22. When did you last fall down?2 seconds ago when i tripped over my laptop wire heheheh.
23. Love or Money?RAHHH.
24. Credit Cards or cash?CAAAASSSSSHHH BEYOTCH!
26. Oreos or Vanilla Wafers? Oreos SON.
27. How do you like your steak?Medium, or medium well.
28. How do you like your eggs? Scrambled like my brain.
29. Have you ever knocked someone offtheir feet in a fight?YES TAEKWONDO AND SPARRING HAHAHAHAH.
30. Would you rather go camping or to a5 star hotel?ERRR HOTELLLL?!
31. Would you rather have a root canalor minor surgery?Surgery.
32. Would you shave your entire body(including your head)?NEVA YOU SADISTIC PIG.
33. Would you rather have head lice oran STD?IDIOT who wants STD'S or head lice???? fine head lice.
34. What is your favorite candy? Fruity other wise Grape-flavoured...
OH STRAWBERYY FLAVOURED PEZZZZ
35. Ever been to a strip club?Mango's in Miami i an exootic dancer's club, the ladies are very nice and really aren't slutty. XP
36. Ever been to a bar?LIKE DURRRR.
37. Ever been kicked out of a bar or aclub?Yeah ...sorta ...kinda.
38. Ever been so drunk you had to becarried out of somewhere?NO but someone picked me up while we were both tipsy hehehehe.
39. Kissed someone of the same sex?ERR yeah on tha cheek but you know when you mom has guests its sorta alright a quick peck right hahah.
40. Thrown up from drinking too much?NUUU im Irish i can drink more than YOU.
41. Had sex in the car?NO NO NO.
42. Had sex at the beach?Starts with V and ends with IRGIN.
43. Had sex in a movie theater?Read above -_-lll
44. Had sex in a bathroom?^^^^
45. Had sex at work?^^^^^^.
46. Have you ever been in an "adult"store?HAHAHA YEAHHHH it was weird O-O.
47. Bought something from an adultstore?nO No nO No.
48. Have you spent over $200.00 in onereceipt?Never my money.
49. Is there anyone on your featuredfriends list you would ever considerhaving sex with?Haha yes he's a Jackass though i only would like him in the physical sense hehehe.
50. Have you been caught having sex?Virgin duh.
51. Have you ever kissed a stranger?Hugged and kissed CHEEKS
THIS QUIZ IS SO GHEY ITS AWESOME!!!


HEHEHE SORRY I'LL POST ABOUT SINGFEST NEXT TIME


written, Thats All She Wrote

Friday, July 27, 2007
And I know that the lights of the city ar too heavy for me.
10:33 PM

Hey every one.

YAY! JO IS BACK!!!

I never realised how much i missed her till she came back...

Makes me feel kinda bad but Jo, LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!

Your such a great friend, someone who gets music the way i do.

Thanks for being there...


I've been wamped with rehearsals!!!! If Mrs Boey prances around the class room one more time im going to shoot her. Its so freaking annoying!!! If Miss Nina says "REMEMBER YOUR LINES" one more time i will strangle her.

IF MISS NG GETS ON MY CASE CONSIDER HER SOUL MINE TO TORTURE!







written, Thats All She Wrote

Sunday, July 08, 2007
whee
7:41 PM





HEY IM AWESOME WHOO



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